hi ruby, i am involved into a series of duties. tonight, toorrownight, and the day after tomorrow night....coming soon is abt 6-7 duty night...it is just nice for me..i am ok with it cos i love to be alone and share the feeling and love with you only.....alone..togather....on 1st of sep, i fraid of one thing that you will leave me, but after that, the warm feeling exist represents that you still there watching me, laughing with me..happy with me....i donot fraid of anything except leaving you...oh, yesterday nigh, i saw 'oceans', i believe this is also you loved documentary movie...a big mother sea-elephant hugging and holding her small baby in the cold water to enable him to breath, touched me so much, i want to jump into your arms again as b4....hold me, please... i love you