2011年August月
2312:37:15
i am back
rubyshi you know i am OK in dlc an OK on the island.
work and life is not hard for me, i am your littl tiger, i know what to do and how to do. those shit means nothing to me, i only and still care about you.
i had a dream couple of days b4, i was under a train's wheel can no escape and the train is about to go, so I decided to put my head against the wheel to let it first roll over my head, only picture in my mind at that time is joy, happiness, since I clearly can tell that I will meet you soon.
those days were fucked without you, I am in deep shit...a dog cannot find his ball....a baby bear can not find his mother....fuck!!!
all the time i claim i am strong but at that moment, you and me were weak and helpless...
i keep all your stuff same as before, home tel, your mobile, everything,waiting for you, i know, some-fucking-day,i will meet you in the street, or receive your call, or by your bridge so i will meet you and hug you in your world, bridge me - Ruby, I need you.
love you - Patrick