“ 你能相信我的梦里吗
　　你是陷入魔法的公主
　　无论何时，对着你的姿态
　　虽然只有无数的困难
　　但是总是坚定的决心
　　会再次救你的
　　双手合十祈祷了
　　祈求无尽的勇气和智慧
　　穿过魔法城堡，穿过沼泽
　　黑暗的洞穴里远远地看到了你
　　现在握住我的手
　　感觉到我们的身体在升起
　　自由地飞向天空也不要惊讶
　　展现在我们面前的世界
　　太珍贵了，在一起的话”
　　-《魔法城堡》by the classic
　　发行于1994年7月20日的这首歌，是我唯一能找到的名字主体是城堡的经典90年代歌曲，被无数人一次又一次的翻唱过，包括李承焕、TVXQ、边伯贤，还有做为电视剧《想你》的主题曲…这是唯一一首歌词很唯美甚至幼稚的歌曲。
　　昨晚上很忙，没有来得及休息。
　　Do you know it hurts? It hurts so much.
　　Nowadays, I still can’t talk about you publicly and personally at meantime.Yes I can always share with everyone your magazine, video, music and everything related, but not personally in public…as I told others before, I promised you and also myself that I should never talk about you in public regarding my personal opinions or feelings or delusions or bias or anything from mine to yours, it is a “no, never and ever”
　　As time passes by, I started to be afraid watching your videos and pictures as too, I can only do it with others as a regular fan in public which covers me well and gives me psychological safety. That I feel so safe that I am far away from you, no pain no discomfort no stress no promise no loss…nothing.
　　Do you know it hurts? Even when I am taking the SARI and feeling numbness, it still hurts so much deep down in my heart. Not the fact that you left the reality but the fact that I can’t forget and let go.